And suddenly
Every thought is about you  
Whether I wanted it to be or not
The thought of you loving someone else
Puts my stomach in a knot
Selfishly
And suddenly
Everything I write is about you
Every tear is over you
You're the first thing I think of in the morning
The last thing before I go to sleep
Sometimes I'm lucky and you're in my dreams
I don't wanna wake up
I want this to be real
But it's not
The cycle begins again
How long will it be like this?
A month?
A couple months?
A year?
Do I cross your mind from time to time?
You're on mine all of the time
Wish more than anything I could go back in time