Why is my body the only thing
That I care about when I'm
SAD

The only thing I wish to
Desecrate
When everything is
BAD

When all I can think about
Is the blood
Covering my hands
I see it on my body
Dripping down
Then hiding it behind
This hoodie
Or those pants

When all I can think about
Is white flesh
Burning
Peeling off
My body is whats underneath it all

But my body is also what takes the fall
When my brain flips
That switch
And wants to be desecrated
By anothers lips

I curl up under this desire
To be underneath you
Consumed by your lust

My body takes the fall
When my brain flips that switch
Turn the pain
The misery
To longing
And wanting

Longing
For your gentle kisses all over
Soothing the fire
And desire

Longing
For your hands grazing me
Soothing the crying
And dying

Longing for your soul merging and mingling
Soothing the rotting
And decaying

Longing for your body inside of mine
Soothing the bleeding
And breaking

Wanting
And clawing
And begging
For your hands around my throat
Obeying your every command

Wanting
And clawing
And begging
To be under your control
Hands tied
Cuffed
Secured

Wanting
And clawing
And begging
To be desecrated
By your desires
And your words

Drag the blade over my body
As I bleed for you
And not for me

Burn the candle brighter and hotter
As my skin warms and burns
For you
Not for me

Say degrading words
That you don't mean
Not from my head
But from your voice
Sinking deep within

When the desire flips
From desecrating myself
To you turning mine into yours
Body no longer belonging to me