Pining
Whining
For you
They are undivided
Undivided attention
Undivided loyalty
To me you were like royalty
All for you
I am the fool
The begger
The sinner
Somehow too much
But also never enough
I have "great qualities"
But not someone you could ever love
Said you would never hurt me
But you did in more ways than I can count properly  
Contradictory
Paradoxical nonsense
Now I am nothing but a love sick nuisance
Mind fuckery spouting from your forked tongue
My heart is completely numb
Turned to stone
Maybe Medusa turned people to stone
Because men had made her heart that way
An emptiness where my heart used to be
Used to beat
You were my wrecking
My complete undoing
Maybe this is the very definition of love sick
Or maybe, just maybe
You're a womanising *****
Or maybe, just maybe
This is my insanity