I was queer-dizzy, boy-bent, boy-gutted
Boy-twisted, boy-combusted, boy-overdosed
I stayed lit for him
Amazed, blazed, and dazed
He swaggered in
And my heart hopped out of my chest
He talked so ****
My breath became nonexistent

His beard game was on one hundred
Skin smooth, tatted up
Eyes that slayed my defenses
That melt-me gaze
That made me crave
To be ruined by him

I inhaled his existence
Thoughts of living inside
His dangling spheres
Boy-bound, ball-bound
Tethered to him
From head to toe

He had that man-bass voice
That made me fall in love
With him even more
I was under his spell
Forever fantasizing about him
Spraying his boy-brewed batter
Straight into my headspace