would you believe I only get burnout from my hobbies and not my full time employment? the ideas explode faster than I can deploy them inside, echoes become chain reactions become nuclear fission become tactical explosions become mutually assured destruction I should I should I should I should certainly rest without guilt to take it easy go for a trip or simply sleep alas this drive I cannot quit with both the handbrake on and a strange steering cliffs and walls approach I have learned to let go a bit but there's still so much more to go.