Bad temper
Leave My kindness alone before I reach my inner monster
I'll not only silence these inner thoughts, I'll silence my kindness
Have been struggling for so long I don't think you know half of my struggle
I've struggled with patience
I've struggled listening
I've struggled smiling
I've struggled loving
Began laughing
Shhhhhhhhhhh
Just think.
I was a man no one cared for, I was a man no one wanted to be around.
Funny!
I've became a "door mat"
A people pleaser.
I chose that path so you don't have to see me with my impatient ignorance I once allowed to run my life.
I'm what you call a sweetheart, a gentle soul, heart warming caring individual.
But now im struggling and yet still no one wants to really be around me Let alone put in the effort to date me.
I'm starting to think
"Change"
Is *******.