after all is said but nothing is done after all the dread and the wake ups of no fun, current plans lead to a burst of tears drying up by the fan, being the first to feel these feels how could one understand? maybe it was severe, maybe it was just bland thoughts -******* with a band- getting swirled by a blender on x6 speed, not so smart when you find your kitchen dripping of what should've remained in a jar, how FAR? have you been mistaken by the door left ajar, not for the past to be sent in, it was just a mindless trick to see if mindless thoughts remain seen even when blind to all the mud, it brings in like a flood...BACK TO incomplete silence (some Chopin), but the pin just dropped, from free fall once upon a sudden abrupt, when the pan knew exactly when not to stop from burning on after my hand found itself on the heating spot---find me, find me not merged with the spotless floor to the DOT