no matter how many times we say it or how much we mean it those people will never understand that being a sad person doesn't make you a bad person that there doesn't need to be trauma there doesn't need to be a reason sadness is a feeling it's not just a reaction can't they see? can't they see that only a person with so much hurt and so much pain can drag scissors across their arm? can press that blade down on their SKIN until it rips and blood beads and mingles with tears of desperation how can they not see that there doesn't need to be a cause for the crippling depression? I can because I feel it too. sometimes you just need to be sad so the happy days feel all the more brighter everybody feels different what might be a small ordeal to someone might be the world ending to another you aren't a bad person. you are just a sad person. so please please please throw away those awful blue things you know what I mean you don't need that reminder please please please put the sharp things away not for me, for you wear your scars they are tally marks of the days you have overcome you don't have to be ashamed if people want to be ashamed for you that's their problem they are yours they are all the reminders you need of how beautiful and strong and resilient you are because you keep fighting every single day and that's more than I can say for most. I will never stop caring. I will never stop being here. so please let your world BEGIN everyday. The days will hurt Nights will sting but you must never forget how happiness sings. Please. ❤
I hope you know this is for you. Stay strong. You've got this. I'm always here for you.