Gold, oh gold of homeland soil touched once and nevermore Glisten in my memory for the eternity that I could not hold And cast the visage of perception, shrouding your long distance That my heart may rest in clouds of artifice and mirth
Scatter all the truths amidst the wind To drift unconscious to a distant desert, buried among the sand. Paint paint paint with blood of sickly verdance; mask the image Greener from the other side and poisonous within
Some day 20 years from now I shall look back and see the hills And think of misty mornings 196 up Old Belair Road Middlemarch beside Windy Point Rehearsal Room 3 just down the hallway A chance to pluck the strings and cast illusions with my melody
Sentimental whims below the shade of the veranda I said I’d write my very first novel before I turned 18 Then the venom streamed down from the sky and withered the roots beneath my feet And sent a southerly wind to sweep me to a ‘home’ that I know not
In truth, the venom was always there But I never deigned to see it I frolicked and danced upon the grass Pretending to ignore its prickles
Now from balconies and windows in a foreign haven I see the grass as only green and bask in sweet nostalgia I need not fear the prickles of the truth’s venom spires: I am far away and safe I’ll never touch it anyways