I know you think I'm a fool, you don't have to say it- I can feel it

The more I ache the more I fear
you're laughing at me
Is that crazy?
But I'm probably right, it's hilarious that I'M writing YOU poems in the middle of the night

Because I left you.
Declared I don't need love-
Which I don't let's keep that straight
But **** this wanting keeps me up late