I have not seen my my mother for such a long time. The sweetest woman. Sometimes I ask myself "where is my mother?" I really want to see her. But death is so final! I lost my father a few years before losing my mom. I used to sit with him in cafes and chat about anything. Sometimes I ask myself, "where is my father?" I really want to be in a cafe with him and chat. But death is so final! When I was young I lived with my aunt for a few months. A wonderful young woman, taken away too early by cancer. She treated me like her own son. We enjoyed having ice cream. Sometimes I ask myself, "where is my aunt?" I really want to share an ice cream with her. But death is so final! I lost a good friend to COVID. We used to have lunch together. Sometimes I ask myself, "where is my good friend?" I really want to have lunch with him. But death is so final! My mentor died of ALS. I learned so much from him. Sometimes I ask myself, "where is he?" There is so much more I can learn from him. But death is so final!