dark summer rides on a bus full of girls still high on a challenging victory music blasting full volume girls singing their lungs out discarded fast food and milkshakes tossed about haphazardly pulling the window down to stick my head out into the starry, warm summer air feeling the cooling breeze whipping my hair behind me my girls, my team behind me singing forgetting that that girl hates her, and this group doesn't get along with this one because on nights like those, after a hard earned win we were a team, we were one everybody is laughing and sharing drama composing break up notes to toxic online boyfriends singing to Justin Bieber and Taylor Swift videoing each other rapping ice spice stomachs full of junk food hearts full of happiness laughing about what a bad driver our coach was creating new inside jokes and new friends on nights like those I was free
Volleyball games were some of the best nights of my life. And I don't have many days I call my best, but those are top of the list. It crushed me when my mom said I wasn't allowed to play last year.