when i write this, and imagining the worst case scenario, i think i'm going to be fine. and that's a transcendental moment when i overpower my trauma.

but maybe it's not because i'm strong. maybe it's because Allah has gave me privileges in my time, intellects, mental, financial, and physical strength.

and because of that privileges, we, adults, are obligated to take care of children and elders. and therefore, abusing those who are weak would be a grave sin.