I opened my mouth to speak, but the words came out smoke a fire I’d fed with dreams too flammable to hold. They said, write your future, but handed me a pen that bled doubt. And here I am, not out of ink, but drowning in all the things I was too alive to say and too tired to dream again.
And thats how your prose poetry bled into my cup of stone Like fine wine aged but made you grow blue
You speak like a forest that remembers the flame. The kind of silence you carry is not quiet it’s the hush before a storm that forgot how to rain.
They fed you dreams like sugar, wrapped in sunlight and soft songs. Told you the sky was yours if only you’d grow wings. But no one said how heavy it is to fly with roots still buried in cracked earth.
Now, the soil aches. The trees hum of ghosts. You walk through orchards where no fruit hangs only scorched branches and the echo of “almost.”
But listen.
Even ash is a kind of promise. Even the blackened bark knows how to bloom again.
You are not lost you are fermenting, deep in the unseen. A season of decay before the spring.
Let the crows circle. Let the stars go dim. Even moons must rest before they rise full again.
You are not done. You are gathering. What feels like an end is only the soil learning your name.
** Name you free, teach you in glassed cage Still Ashes Rise Again
By: Zoulaikha
Prologue: The Lie in the Ink
This is not a beginning. This is the page that comes after hope has packed its bags in silence.
A breath held so long the ribs forget how to fall.
They sold us dreams in childhood like pre-cut stars, told us to tape them to our ceilings and call it sky.
But no one warned us that paper burns.
And now, here I am— pen trembling like a held-back scream, opening my chest onto the page,
This is not a poem. It’s the ash of one. The smoke trail of every “what if” that ever sat too long on my tongue.
Let this be a whisper to the dreamers who learned too late that fairy tales don’t come with fire exits.