In the daylight and nights the exhaustion and depression it was my black arm all the time.
I hate it .it was so heavy to me and it was my left arm it was trying to Make me down i was in the depth i am drowning cant breathing
I see just the reflection of the dark
My mental health and my body can't resist it
  I am died and i am decide to end this by escaping from pains that i carry it alone .