she goes to the doctor whose all dressed in white she says she wont **** herself but she knows she might he gives her happy pill to stop the voices in her head saying shed be better off dead she knows a single pill wont stop her pain she needs a lot more to keep her sane she goes to her bedroom and closes the the door she takes one pill as directed but she knows shell need more she downs the whole bottle and lays on her bed... she was finely happy now that she's dead..