ive been abused my whole life
i dont want to meditate
i dont want to have *** with spirits
i dont want to imagine having love
stop telling me my mom "loved" me
after the hell she put me through
you, blaming everything on me
******* up my mind
you dont understand me
sending me stupid hug emojis

keep wondering why i blocked you
stupid *****
i wish we never met

cause youre gaslighting me
making it look like all my pain was nothing
i am sick of this "spiritual" ****
this **** is unrealistic

i ******* hate you shafari.