I realized something I rarely write for you Nor about you. I don't know why.
I feel like i should write something about you I know there are no necessity in that. I still feel like i should So that you feel more special So that you feel more loved
But for some reason, I almost can't. Maybe due to the fact that, I only write about losses, Or loneliness Or sadness Or everything that's dark-toned. I don't know why, It's always been like that for ages.
I remember once you said to me That you always like my writings But you hoped for once That i write something about happiness Or cheerful wishes Or hopeful futures Or anything with brighter-tones But i can't I don't know why, It's always been like that for ages.
I guess, that's why i rarely write for you Nor about you. Because whenever i'm with you I feel happy I feel loved I feel complete I feel all kinds of positive feelings That quite strange for me.
And those peculiarities that i feel, Prevent me to write something for you, And/or about you.
Because for once, I feel accepted. And i guess, There are no necessity to write that down.