I caught the deep inky blue of it in bottles labeled 'pleasing' and set them on a shelf next to bowls full of tears and baskets full of unwanted memories. It was cold aching like limbs in the winter sip it, let the ice unfurl, bitter on your tongue, grief catching in your throat before settling into the pit of your stomach, like a swallowed apple seed. one day the winds came knocking all of the bottles down and all around in the broken air, ruptured by the fragmented glass, screams - starved and rising screams shattering bone screams - ringing wild and ragged at last.