Something inside me A weak arm tensed Finding the mettle Blood pumping Power for winged escape Across subterranean Winter and May You bang the drum Strength of the world For some kind of catapult Which fires you into dismay Too distraught at disorders Sabotaging destructive nonsense Bordering on the edge Drifting into red Colder than blue Mood as consistent as milk Souring upon sunny bloom Fragile blossoming As sensitive as can be Broken from tiredness Losing from little use Truth is Feel useless Inside me Something different Pushes me Towards something Which feels Quite new