Maybe if I change ......
I want to tint my hair , blonde
Because I am  a desperate seed
This morning I was the first attendee
There was me and the  sanitation employee
I changed three benches and on the second
I've seen you with your laptop waiting for a maid
Then I looked away I've eyed another him and another her
Before I've observed my hands that push the button
My two legs that got me here
My mouth that mistakes every letter in an uttered word
Haven't I told you my brain is atrophied
I'm the left ink on the quilt before it dries out in the thin air
But I wished for once and for the first time that this will be my place
And that I had to hate it to fall back in love with me
Maybe if I took my ... and came closely to the faucet
I would've  sensed your whispers