I still remember our first kiss standing there in the hall by the gym the love I had in my heart then only grew ever more intense and passionate. I know I was horrible to you and I probably don’t deserve a final chance if fate were to put you in my path again like the stars that remind me of your eyes and your heavenly smile it’s been nine long and honestly hard years without you I’m sorry for all the pain and heart break I caused you. All these years later my love for you has turned into a beautiful divine warmth I wish I can be honored to have again. I’d do anything for a chance at us again but until then no matter if it takes nine years or my whole life I’ll still wait for our white horse until I see you again my lovely wild flower. Im sorry J.M. I’m sorry for everything I will always love you forever and always till death greets me like a old friend