"Hi thereee, I'm here to check if anyone has liked my post, maybe they have added a sunshine on it, reposted it, left me a comment something."
People pleasing descendant, the one who find her worth in the comments, the likes, the dislikes, the comments, the...
The how many people in real life that will cherish me, how many people will respect me, see my words and call it art, call me a genius, perfectionist who works to produce relatable words, she who produces words and experiences that no one has ever seen, O the insight, the twisting of metaphors, "sweetie, your amazing!' "where did you learn to write like that," " yooooooo, I don't knowd 🤑 it just came to meeeee."