I lit a candle, hoping You’d see the smoke
Whispered Your name when the nights felt too long
Kept a cross beside my bed like it could heal me
But my prayers just echo back like I’m the only one here
I forgave when it hurt, said “Amen” through the pain
Thought if I knelt long enough, You would explain
But silence is louder than thunder tonight
And I’m tired of folding my hands just to cry
They told me You listen
But I’ve been screaming in whispers
And now I’m a solar flare, burning with rage
You left me in darkness, now I light up in flames
I begged You for mercy, You gave me a cage
I used to believe, now I curse Your name
You watched me fall, and You just stared
Now I’m rising, untamed, in a solar flare
I gave You my secrets, my hollowed-out trust
I carved out my soul and called it "faith" just because
But You sent me storms when I needed light
And I waited for grace that never arrived
Do You hear me now?
Or am I still just too small?
'Cause I’m a solar flare, glowing with scars
Every unanswered prayer left a burn on my heart
You watched as they broke me, said nothing at all
So I built a cathedral from ruins and ash
Did You ever love me, or was I just noise?
A flicker in the void, a child with no voice
Did You test me for fun, or were You ever there?
Was I your mistake? Did You even care?
I shattered in silence, begged for a sign
And You gave me absence and called it divine
Well now I’m not begging—I'm breaking the air
Let heaven shake—I’m your solar flare
Now I’m a solar flare, a fury untamed
You let me burn, now you’ll know my name
I begged for Your mercy, I begged for Your care
But all I found was a void and despair
I gave You my trust, and You left me there
Now I rise, I burn—watch me flare.
I prayed, I cried, I hoped for a sign
But You gave me nothing—now this flame is mine.
And I’ll burn, I’ll burn, I’ll burn...
In a solar flare…