tears won't let it out
another pill
someone else has said this
when will it fix me
I'm desperate
maybe i should talk to God
the sun hits my face
but I feel no warmth
paralyzed
can't take care of myself
I only feel numb
I worry and fear for my reality
when all the delusions fade
take another prescription
till the pile in the pantry
falls over
soon
someone said
soon I'll feel normal again
for now
I'll work against it