I wonder why i stay when it is so hard to breathe,
Why i hold on even though i want to leave.

In my darkest moments i search for a light,
I'm hoping for a reason to make it through the night.

I wonder why i stay when i'm feeling so small,
with no one to catch me when i stumble and fall.

And i don't want to give up just yet,
But i'm lost in the dark unsure of what's next.

i wonder why i stay when thoughts of ending it all haunt my mind,
part of me wants to go but yet i'm trapped and confined.

I want to live, not just survive.