Just now

lost Kichi--

my girlfriend

panicked &

FREAKED out.

i did not;

alas i

felt as a scoundrel!

a no-good!

WHODOESNOTPANICGODDAMNIT

&

ialwaysknewyoydidntcareyoupsychopathnarcissist.

then walked

a slow

up the

roads ahead--

she with

a new pack of three.

i said

i am not proud enough

to say i will care for Kichi

more than these three of her own kind.

well, anyways-

wind and breeze.

green trees and

WATCHING A LOT OF HUMAN CHILDBIRTH VIDEOS.