if only you’d understand the light in which i see you. or the way your absence lingers in a room; long after you have left it. i wonder if mirrors melt under your gaze or the bedsheets savour every moment wrapped in you. i wonder if those around know; just how wonderful being in your audience truly is. the right person at the wrong time. fates cruelest joke. she never let me choose falling in love with you. nor has she ever taught me, on how to stop.