I have spent days beside you and a thousand nights alone, dreaming on the edge of spineless books too afraid to jump! now I find myself, drinking, dancing, laughing with the forgotten writers, wrapped up tightly with all their solitary words, words scribbled in relatable misery, I have fallen in unrecognisable love with their loss, their lust, their insane style of adventure, their relentless drunkenness, their sorrow, their suffering, their almost unbelievable grief … Clay.M