Something scratches, not sound, but shape. The edge of a shadow.
I do not call it by name. Even the birds hesitate to describe sky. Even the dead they long for it, and it showers them.
It comes in moments: the spoon lifted, the glass unbroken, the wrist staying whole, though nothing insists it should.
It dresses in light, thin as regret, then leaves. A thought unspoken, burning a ring on the tongue.
I keep the door unlatched for the possibility of paws. A cat might wander in. Or you, trailing the smell of rain and half-said sentences.
The room holds its breath. I do, too. You do not come.
This is how it ruins: with the almost. It draws a seat at the table, unseen, and eats first.
I’ve been kissed by fire. She was a woman, impossible not to watch, impossible to touch without consequence. She didn’t save me. She lit the match, watched me burn, and She never looked away.
I wait beside the open door. I name nothing. I listen for the hinge.
Epitaph on Kazantzakis grave is : I hope for nothing. I fear nothing. I am free."