Flutters of your memory dance across my soul from time to time. Not as they used to,though. No, now they don't feel like tiny blades gliding across every surface of my being. I miss you in peace. I sometimes smell your perfume while I'm driving in my car, my windows down and music blaring. Tears no longer stain my cheeks, though. I miss you in peace. Is it peace or the realization that your loss was expected to happen? On days when my heart quivers with grief and mind presents stills of you, I recoil within. I miss you in peace now.