and your name won't pop into my head when I see a certain arrangement of letters
and my heart won't skip a beat when I see a friendly face and then fall when I realize it is not you and my smile won't crack automatically from that laugh I used to know
maybe, one night my dreams will be void of your embrace and, I will not feel alone
or, maybe, you will still greet me, but I won't snooze my alarm from fear of never seeing you again