the way i had hoped it would last forever,
the way your eyes squinted when you laughed,
the way we endlessly shared our beautiful endeavours,
but every confession of mine continues to remain a rough draft.

the way your false promises left me feeling numb,
the way you had taken over my mind and heart,
the way we would purposely act dumb,
i dont think i would ever want to go back to the start.

we enjoyed it while it lasted but at what cost?
hearts broken, minds disturbed,
in this strange world, we were lost,
but i think we both have been rightly served.

the truth is, i do miss you sometimes,
your loving nature and your everlasting concern,
im sorry for not giving you enough of time,
now the distance hurts worse than a sunburn.