They're loathing it;
I'm floating in it.
I've got so many
questions in my heart.

Gotta go. Swim further,
Dive deeper.

Got these concerns,
they are eating me alive.
Can't feel my senses,
I might lose this fight.

Gruesome, fearsome,
it's like my head
puts me in the worst
scenarios.

Hurricane of thoughts.

Acrid, dark, deep,
the pain tries to dominate.
Guilty, I feel guilty.
I made mistakes.

Can I expend the
border of my heart
and open it for love?

Someone lives inside
of my mind.

It tries to control me,
who hangs out there
like its habitat.

I want to put an end
to this; don't want
to live with fear.

God created me.
I didn't exist before;
Mustn't waste my time.

This world remains
temporary even the
pain which seems
unbearable instantly.

It will be gone,
go away like all
the things in life.


☾ M. E. Kuşaslan ✩
@lightinthedarknesspoetry