of course,
my obsession would leave me uneasy & upset
at the fact that you're not as crazy about me
as i you...
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its just ive never had reciprocity,
no mutual effort,
not even a hint at attempt.
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so when you find them aesthetically pleasing;
you lust,
you lurk,
you love
& they excite you.
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you used me to gain steadiness
then shook my hand as if i possess nothing more,
as if feeding into me was some sort of taboo.
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