you are so lovely
and I hope
that you realise
you are worth so much more
than you think you are.
when I told you I was leaving
you did it again
I hope you realise
that it makes me feel like it’s all my fault
and I can’t bear that weight
on these shoulders
because you mean so much to me
I care so much about you—
perhaps too much, if I’m being honest—
and I can’t bear to lose you forever.