I only know her face from underground newspapers; blown in the gutter needle stuck in her skinny arm; turning purple in the street laid out on the pavement color pages escaping far and wide she's famous somewhere in Europe; I didn't know where I woke up & didn't know the girl; she didn't see the car and the curlers were all over the ground; the cop calling my name, the day passed with a bang; goodnight, mother; put your ******* back on and go down and walk the dog; there's a city out there; u should see it sometime; beside the door and beyond the window her fantasy of being a second Mother Theresa ended where u'd expect they would; now she's dead & no one ever buried her fireballs have all the freeze-dried meatballs and spaghetti they need to live in China for the rest of their lives: the CCCP can't last forever & Rome will rise again; I came in my own hand between beneath from out of w/in all below beside bathed in with by the Russian fantasia of colored lights