love *****!
***** because it hurts!
hurts because its torture!
torturing my every being cutting through every thing I am!
i thought it was something good
something exciting
but all it was, is agony
i thought it was ever lasting!
but the only thing that lasted was the pain, heart break and sleepless nights
only my pillow knows my story because it was the only thing there to catch my burning tear drops  
It felt like everything inside is on fire
hundreds of miles of flames destroying everything I've ever known and called love
I felt blank  like there is nothing left of me.

{And now that ******* is "happy" with some other ***** ...
but the truth is there is no on out there that is better then me...
**** boy...}