To fly free as a bird is to not admit weakness but to be selfish is to soon be destroyed by karma alone even , when days so long ago are not so forgotten how others had lost their lives and never to be seen again even the light of day is no longer gentle to these eyes which had seen so much in this life ; I cannot lose the memories that had returned unto me a none says I since this life done born now that hope is once again alive . I will someday be free in the eyes of thy peers even if hope seems all but as lost as thy lost home Atlantis , I can sometimes see my lost home forever lost beneath the tides in days where crystals were cultivated for healing purposes in temples and crystal cathedrals true to all pure purposes true ; I will long to someday see my home forever lost to time alone alas none can see my once tortured loneliness in a holiness of all new light of dawn .