you are all the colors i ever wished for
but they wiped away sooner than i hoped for

you were the star that i looked for
but your light exhausted faster than i  thought for

you were the rainbow that i gazed for
but i found the end earlier than i saw for

you were all the beautiful things i desired for
except the forever that we promised for

My love rose from the ashes
like the phoenix
it has always been

Leaving my past  behind
to a lovely present
and a wonderful future

i have got something to confess
swear i will speak the truth
i am not as strong
as i pretend to be
actually i am pretty weak
and have been bottling up so long
i cant hold it anymore
the world around me feels me
but i don't feel myself anymore
it feels i am trying to fit in my own world
i miss those memories
for it i want to live again
not to change
but to feel myself alive again...