I share your passions and then I think to myself
Why would I truly appreciate everything you wanted me to do
Mass destruction was all you left
Left on a desert
Shot in the head
I care about your life and that is confidential but I still want you close
You cut me out of the painting
You dropped me out with the only thing I hated
Mass production of your words stored in my mind, headed forward to seeing you soon
Towards my disclosure
Why would you do that?
And you said you were
"testing my faith"
Testing my hate, while opening the gate to the house
I saw you
And you ran
Your reply was deleted from my life
Most infatuated girl who thinks she is a queen
I think to myself
Why would I truly appreciate everything you told me to do, if I'm not trying at all
Falling backwards
Starting over
Finding a new cover for my life, playing the track over and over

Couples.
attractive people walk in
I'm too tired to make up an excuse
The only people I know that judge me
Is the singles
Couples..
I just can't be apart of that group
Ive never been in one
I don't know if I should be ashamed
But I don't care
At least not anymore
Couples...
I'm not afraid, I'm sure of it
Takes a lot of courage, so I've heard
I have no reason to build myself up
I like being lonely
And I always will be
I don't need anyone
Couples....
My heart has been destroyed
Not even in a group
I just seen some things go down
I shouldn't have been there
By the time I will be in the couple group
I'll be dead
Partially deaf
But that's not an excuse
It's the truth
Couples.....

When I used to go out of the house, I knew everybody that I saw
Now I go out alone not know anybody at all
When I used to go out of the house, I knew everybody that I saw
Thinking out loud
Laying on back
Syncing in trash
Leading up to a new trade of cards
Playing what I'm dealt with
I forgot what it feels like to have friends
Now I'm stuck with sold fools
And musty old folks who walk through your house for no reason at all
When I used to go out of the house, I knew everybody that I saw
Now I go out alone not know anybody at all
When I used to go out of the house, I knew everybody that I saw
Losing my pride
I hate going outside, now
This is no joyride
I climbed up to hide
But I could only try
This house replacement, I just hate this life style
Filled out of control still
It's so bad these days, we are sad and lonely All that we can see in our lives
I can't remember if I am who I was before moving away because when I used to go out of the house, I knew everybody that I saw
Now I go out alone not know anybody at all
When I used to go out of the house, I knew everybody that I saw
Losing my pride
Losing my stride
No more ocean tides

The only store miles away
I'm wounded dragging myself
The man invited me in, asking if I knew his language
"Merhaba, burada yeni?" He asks
And I said "yes Im traveling far away from home"
He gives me bandages and pain killers
"İyi iyi şanslar genç adam ve veda"
He gave me twenty dollars and 2 bottles of water for the long road ahead
I went out to start back on my travels
I never said thank you but I think he got the message
Never meet people like this everyday

You'd blurt out something unforgivable
You'd yell out to the monkey in the room
Say it and I'll have to go alone
Mute your unkind mind from those things you call distractions
Sending you the truth, saying things like that are pretty sad
Your dad is an automated system
Driving recklessly, laughing at my pains
Listen turn that down, listening to your faceless friends
Skin color is only a screen blinding you
Why does it matter anyway
But you won't just leave it alone
Saying stereotypical rhymes out loud
Just leave me alone
You blurted out something unforgivable
You were screaming to the monkey in the room, which you'd soon regret
Enough was said

I have been stupid for the past week
But you could've saw past everything
Thinking about this TV shows
I need you to just forget everything
Hold us anyway we don't care anymore
You should know better
Next time we will last better
Writing all those letters
Was a waste of precious time
I could have went flying
Instead dying over the things you did
Baby I love you but just need you to forget about everything
I need you to just forget everything
Hold us anyway we don't care anymore
You should know better
Letting go
Some people just can't show
Something you can gloat
I have to be gentle about this
Fists seem overrated
Overstated your troubles
I have been stupid for the past week
But you could've saw past everything
Talking about those TV hoes
I need you to just forget everything
Hold us anyway we don't care anymore
You should do better
Baby I need you to forget about everything
Forget about the situation
Forget about the intended
Forget about the future
Forget about everything

Come near and share your joy
Come near and share your passions
Come near here, my house
Horsing around the house
I know you like to be a little wild
So this is the place for you
This is the place for me too
Oh darling, look at what your doing
Oh girl looking backwards and feeling weird afterwards, just know I'll help you
Come near and share your joy
Come near and share your passions
Come here and play some games
It's a shame you've never did this before
Don't be like the others, don't ignore
Explore your thoughts to see the night through like never before
I don't wanna force anything on you
But wear it like an uniform
Transform your performance on the floor
Look forward to seeing you in the fourth fort
Come near and share your joy
Come near and share your passions
Come near here, my fort
Horsing around the fort
I know you like to be a little wild
So this is the place for you
This is the place for me too
We can sort this out in our minds
Compromise

Girl I want you to pack your bags and come back home again
Too long living
Under the sun
Too long waiting
It hasn't come
Waiting and waiting
Time passes slow
I think about you
Time is passing now
Why are we waiting
We gotta go to each other
Girl I want to do things with you in every way, I can't help but lye down and daydream when you're away
When we're old and we're walking hand in hand
You'll remember what I told you
In younger days now gone
You'll remember how I held you
On stormy nights so long
I want you to pack your bags and come back home again
Girl I want you to pack your sack and come back home again
Then get back to our normal life again
And I can't wait to see
I can't to be, by your side
Girl I want you to pack your bags and come back home again
Too long living without you
Too long waiting around for you
Just wondered if I was on your mind

You swam to me and shouted "whats your name"
Looking at you, terrified, I forgot my name
We got out of the water and got some towels
We hung out by the bar, knowing we would get kicked out
Then we hung around the skate park
You asked my name again
And I plunged into the ground running around
Still terrified
I said kamirin, and you asked why it was spelled so weird
I smiled and pretended not to stare into your eyes
I'm shying away
Later that year
A pillow of tears
Is all that you left me
A night time of fear
Is all that I know
I only show when I float
Gloating aground
Won't you come back
I text you when I get sad
Come back to me darling
Chase you here
Chase you there
But you don't Seem to care
I saw your other, at the mall
I called to ask but you ignored
I won't forget the infinite possibilities
I won't forget about you
I won't forget the day

Hello I've noticed you've woken up again
And now I know that you feel like nobody needs you
But we do
That boy depends you
he depends on you
Now I'm sorry about that intrusion
But we can't use anyone else but you
And now we know that she feels lonely
And how he needs you
We need you
That girl depends on you
She depends on you
We depend on you
sussurus sounds
sussurus sounds
sussurus sounds
Stop acting like you have influenza
And now I know that you feel like nobody needs you
But we do
That boy and that girl depends on you
She depends on on you
Now I'm sorry about that intrusion
But we can't use anyone else but you
We all depend on you
That girl depends on you
That boy depends on you
She depends on you
We comprehend you

But I
But I don't
But I don't know
How could I
After all that's happened
We are looking forward
Looking backwards
Nervous about the future
Nervous about the possibility
Nervous about the situation
Don't worry about it
Don't ask me
You don't have to ask
But
But I
But I don't
But I don't know
How could I say sorry
How could I say sorry for this
Im never letting you go again
I'm never letting go again
I'm never letting go
Never letting go
They don't understand how it is to have someone to rely on so here and there
A brother from another dad, its sad how he can't see him but its not awkward
This is only the arms of brothers picking ourselves up out of trouble when It comes
Shunned 3 times that one time
But
But I
But I don't
But I don't know
How could I
After all that's happened
We are looking forward
Looking backwards
But no trouble I'm sight

Why can't you see
See me here
You love me
I love you
But I don't know what to do
Need to look
Need to find
Got to find
Peace of mind
All night long
I've been lying
Can't you see
That I'm dying
You and me
Never meant to be
But we love to see the silver lake
And the golden house
But while we are here we should be wide awake with time, turn around and see if you want me
See me here
I don't know what to do
Need to look
Need to find
Got to find
Peace of mind
All night long
I've been crying
Can't you see
That I'm dying
You and me
Never ever meant to be
But you don't wanna believe
We only see the silver lake

I summoned us alone
Until you decided
I was wasting your time
Then you were out of line
I want you to take it back this instant
The shadows will arise
I'm saying this to you now
Now am I wasting your time?
You want to shine upon everyone
Am I enough for your enlightenment
Instant access to keep flight
High volume of traffic In our relationship
Stopping to hold us down
But your other lover did this
I summoned you away
Until you've decided who you want
I was wasting your time
Then you were out of line

Deregulation of the day, Hey say we both give a message for weeks to come
Ending up with a dusty note, we are not going to worry just stick to what we know
Disengaging through the day, I don't know what to say

The lamppost was on the left
Except only the forest was next filled with beer cans and foam cups
It was dark and mysterious
Feeling like a dilirious boy
I leaped over the fence
Finding myself as a dog in a cage kneeling periodically to the darkness
Shadows leak against the trees
The beer cans are gone
All the garbage is gone
My soul is gone
I jumped back over the fence
In the hollow street
Fog lines up on the side
I start to walk
stalking the voices in my head
The street turned to dirt
Feeling lost at street
Maybe I need a drink
But sometimes I just want the little things
Running through the fog
Leaning against my old friends
They know I was lost and want to help me
They walk among other shadows
Leaking up the street into a swamp

I knew you had at me first
But at last I'm gone
I'm free at last
I gave you my info and you threw it away
I called you a ****** and you stayed and played
How do I know if this is okay?
Fraying away a while ago but Id be up right after you'd say
There are lost souls in the crossroads
Life is what you make it
If you fall, you'll lose
You grow, fold and glow between the crust
Suicide is just something you can take
Not something that you should fake
It slams and hits your face
Now you're awake
Aware of your surroundings
I knew you had at me first
But at last I'm gone

The city is raining
Falling water drips and bumps on my head
I feel mislead
I'm not sure if I can run
I can put you in the water tower
Put your hands in the water, feel your legs move forward, I can put your body in the air
If your with me right now
Have you ever swam in the air
We can spread out wings and close them in to cannonball in the water, don't lower your head, don't be afraid
I need you, if your scared of towers then I have something to cure you
I can put you in the water tower
The sky is raining
Falling water drips bumps off my head
I want to go away
Swaying across the pool
Bumping into a tree
Dumping to the ground

She knew that I was thinking about her
So she came over
Yelled my name
And said hey
Let's, dance all night
Tonight
I said lets just stand
Tonight
I said alright
She knew how I felt
Nervous and afraid
Since she saved me from hitting the pavement
She saw my flaws
And watched until it was gone
What can I do?
Dance! all night
Tonight
I said lets dance, all night
Tonight, all night long
I said alright
All night in the night shack

Ugh I know that you don't see me
You just see my looks
My appearance
There is a social boy inside
But you won't find him
It's too dark anyways
You're just not the right light source for me
For us
Ugh I know you dont believe in me
You sit there and ignore my goals and our future, and I'm not sure if you care
Are you aware that I'm here, right now?
You only see my green pants, and how you'll profit from me
And ugh, I can't take this anymore
But you're disappearing from my heart
My heart is slowing down
I went to a doctor to take some drugs
But I have an addiction now
Now we have to locate ourselves
Or at least myself
Ugh...I knew you gave up on me by the end, but its a new beginning

Mesmerized listening to the shame you ha take
No more repealing the game
Staring at a frame to understand what its saying
Staying here, I can't give up
I will not be controlled, I will show you what I've been deciding
What is going on in that head of yours
Warning all the people just to ignore in the source of you igniting
My instincts are telling me wrong, I try to make it work
You touch me and it starts to burn, just tell me what is wrong
Every day its the same thing as well as the first time in the past
When you kept coming back wanting my feed back on what you're learning
Advice is my only use, how I feel and its burying inside bones alone and scared
It was a dare to talk to you, then I walked with you, it was the just two of us
Plus you were stalking my conversations
You were my sensation and now your just a reminder of the month

There you were with the paper edge
It all seemed clear where you went
Why you left
But you stood behind yourself not thinking clearly
Can you waltz through my window
And share the green light
Cry out whats behind me
And I'll fight a mighty fight
Stronger
Faster
Lasting longer
Nothing is ever explainable
If something seems insane you run
Dragons leaping on mountains
Kingdoms being crushed
Villages frozen by witchcraft
I need a way out
Can you waltz through my window
And share the yellow light
Cry out whats behind me
Then I'll fight a mighty fight

Please just respond
I hate it when you ignore me
Stop this madness
I won't give you up
Where are you hiding?
I need you right now
Don't leave me stranded in the middle of nowhere
I want you to know, I know you're hiding
We can bond again
Please just respond
I hate it when you ignore me
Am I not enough?
Or is the other guy coming out
Lets talk again
Your love just gets me confused a lot
These slots you put me in are breaking down
Please just respond
I hate it when you ignore me

Rewind everything to a new version and topic on this integration
You're indecisive, no?
Why so hesitant and tentative
I can recognize you from upside down
Across the page on the left, oh you right
Show me wrong and I'll understand the plan itself, on the shelf I see your figure, out something to make you happy and why I need the extra day
Rewind everything to a new version and topic on this integration
You're indecisive, no?
Why so hesitant and tentative

They said they knew the others
they knew our names
But they were acting like stoners, pretending to have a disease
She came storming in like a lizard in a blizzard, Hollering about who attacked her
They told her to sit down and wait
They faked working and played games
Sent sat there with the same look on her face
After their shift was over they left with a vigorous blur
She went home terrified as I recall, as for all
She went to sleep with her eyelids up
Everyday
And it won't stop
No no no
She go's to her hideaway
She cries for help
Because she's the violated girl
She cries for not being alone
Because she's the lonely girl

Sitting in my bedroom
Daydreaming about screams
Smoking like Charlie sheen
I'm not going to be seen
I'm sick of eating collard greens
Get this plate outta my face
Before I chase you around the house
Legs crossed on the couch
Too lazy to even open my mouth
Looking forward to seeing you because you actually got that invitation
I've got that transportation
We can ride together with our own designation, focus
Right now I'm looking at my wall
Feeling the sensation of my craziness
Call your phone to have a good conversation
Two bottle caps snapped back
Wearing my old snapback
Putting in the next track
I'm getting cold matter a fact
Strapped in a box loaded with socks
I would interact but I'm trapped in my mind
Sinking because of my Overthinking
Skimming through this book which is uplifting, focus
I'm gonna get high tonight

Mom said I can have a Tyrannosaurus but she lied again an instead gave me pie
I sighed and grieved for days
Then she told me she got me one and it died in the car
That was far long ago before I worked Petco
But I really give a crap though because I would of broke its neck anyway
Just saying, I would've got bored if playing
Am I stating I have something against prehistoric figures, well I didn't say anything about ******

Sitting in my bedroom

I want you here
To stick around and see through the night
I see you're not very shy
I'd hold on not calling kind
I know you sell that stuff on the street
How can you take so much stress
Remember that time you said you wanna be and actress?
Well if you want that you can be an actress
I understand you were ruffed up when you were a girl
But now you can break the cycle and find a new bike
I see you're not very shy
You said you'd probably wave goodbye in July
What were you trying to imply?
That you'd die?
How could you think that after all these years, what about us
I want you here
To stick around and see through the following years
Don't fear all that will be lost
Don't think about the cost
Just know you already crossed

Someday you'll see
Youll see someday that nothing will be...
And the ocean will wipe out all of the trees
They will fall on the tip of your feet
You keep hiding under the sheets for what?
We are all rising up to them
You're just dancing in a hurricane you know, but I can help you
(What can you do?)
I can find a drop of rain to strain the fire bursts, and we will use our strength then let go....
Oh no
(What can we do?)
(The fire is burning the door!)
The ocean bursts the door open
Illuminating all what was riding us up
You were dancing on the hurricane
(You were right)
Now we can chose to run away or let go
The storm is gonna pass us by

Trust
We don't need to rush
Tell the people we have such
We will play the games without disgust
We will win and begin our lust
With the woman we sometimes distrust

Yes there is not in life than us
We will fight through the dust
Off and off we go
Our soldiers are enough
Into the desert island at dusk
After a while we were lost
In ourselves
It was a new holocaust
Before we die we will leave our hands washed

Trust
We don't need to rush
Tell the people we have such
We will play the games without disgust
We will win and begin our lust
With the woman we sometimes distrust

Infatuated to your personality
Attracted to your skin
I wanna go infinity with you
But you keep getting in my way
And you do it either way
So don't even try to explain to me that I'm the problem
Remember we went downtown and you ignored me for an whole hour, doesn't matter anyway since you found someone else
You told me you were sorry
And let me down
You held told me you didn't want me now
So you shut me down
I will forget you and see what you lose
You think love is something to be blamed for
What are you doing this for?
You loved me like no other
You struck me down
You told me you're sorry
Then you turn around
You whispered in my ear
And said you need me now
Infatuated to your personality
Attracted to your skin
I wanna go infinity with you
But you keep getting in my way
And you do it either way
So don't even try to explain to me that I'm the problem

The beaten man gets up.
The man doesn't need to try and win.
He wants what's his.
Hope.
Dignity.
Spirit.
Happiness.
He stands there dripping wet.
Adrenaline pumping out of your skin.
You want what's yours too.
Take it.
You won't always get your way, of course not.
If you try at least, even a little push.
It Will do you good in the mind.
Why?
Because you accomplished something.
You didn't win.
You didn't pout.
You're tough inside.
Doesn't matter whether you get made fun of.
You know you're better.
You don't need any more, Hope, Dignity, Spirit, or Happiness.
You put in so much effort.
You have love, friends, confidence, and mostly respect from and for everyone.
You already won.

Its been a long time!
Sending through these places
Walking on the sidewalk
Thinking about you thinking about what we used to do...
It was the wrong time!
To ask you about going along with me
You see these humans walking
All because of the first mega glitch
Its been a long time!
Freeing ourselves from the dangers of strangers
Feeling guilty for the next few years
Everyday we go ahead and write our wrongs
Though It was the Armstrong time!
All because of the second mega glitch
You stated you live in the Bronx
I'll meet you there
I'll seat you there
I'll heal you there
You saw me here
All because of the first mega glitch
Its been a long time!
Freeing ourselves from the dangers of strangers
Everyday we go ahead and write why we belong
Therefore It was the free songs time!

I'm a little bit scared in my mind
Seeing what will happen to me
How's it gonna be
Outta this world or packed in a box
I pick up my jacket and went outside for a smoke
The party next door is just too loud
I'm not invited since I have issues
House slabbed with tissues isn't my thing
But I just want silence
But they don't understand the way I am
And it seems to me that they don't care
Wondering where the mother and father are at, look what happens when they turn their back
Sometimes I hate to be bothered with children in the morning
But i think I'm crazy stressed out with these goals and my GPA, what can I say that won't get me into trouble
I'm just a little bit scared in my mind
Seeing what will happen to me
What do I need
How's it gonna be
Outta this world or packed in a box
I feel like there's a chain on my neck
I've attacked myself with these abusive thoughts
I feel like there's a chain on my neck
Help me out here

They came from nothing
They retreated from the castle
The massive glass castle
It was destroyed by a terrorist
They lost their parents
Now they're their own leader
They are alone
They tried to keep each other from frowning
They stayed children forever not growing up to face the facts
The attack burns their hearts
They will overcome this
Because they are special

We can make it if we try
make it and don't be shy
So come on over there
We try to make it a good thing
Maybe a sure thing
Were number 1
Nothing can go wrong
We're number 1
We can make it if we try
So make it and don't be shy
So come on over here
Why would you yell where?
I hollered back "here"
You screamed sure thing
Were number 1
Nothing can go wrong
We're number 1

We can run this world together
Just us standing whenever
We can make the world restart
We can make the world stop
Just the two of us wherever
The problem with this solution is of course the outsiders
Well use turbines
We can run this world together
Shush don't say a word about the possibility
Let's think of the opportunity
We have one shot
We break the clock
Use the turbines
And we do what we have to
We can make the world restart
We can make the world stop
Just the two of us forever
Never ever wanna go back here
I just have so many fears
After all if these years
We are finally gonna be free
Stand still
We have one shot
We break the clock
Use the turbines
And we do what we have to
We can make the world restart
We can make the world stop
The turbines are broken
We can't run this world together
What were we thinking
We have one shot
To break the clock
Just us standing whenever

Yard work
Just another weekend worked off again
Yard work
Just something to protect against
Yard work
Just had to check in again
My clothes are ruined
My water hose busted then made an ocean
My siblings ran outside and began to swim
How could this be?
Yard work
Summertime will end again
And I will be back inside
Who's controlling this outside these walls?
These days will never die off alone
My green pants are thrown away
My white shirt was burned away from home
The sun had shown up with nobody, the clouds were gone
Yard work
Our troubles will begin again
Yard work

Lessons in life go so high, they run around the sun
So yeah
We lived in lots of cities, you'll never see on a map, I'm getting old enough to put my hands on the old pine trees
So yeah
I'm feeling rough enough to make the world turn to concrete
So yeah
My brother and I always seeked a better understanding and explanation of what life was about
We only found out that we have to try harder and harder isnt possible yet
So yeah
Lessons in life go so far they run off the earth and you forget about them constantly making mistakes
So yeah
You fake your happiness
But a wise man always comes and say you have to get up and try
So yeah
Lessons in life go so high they jump around on the sun, Lessons in life go so far out that they run off the earth falling into a new pit

Wenn sie mich verstehen können, you\ hören, danke

This isn't a poem
Just wanted to write because bored
And sore, lying on the floor
Serial killers outside my bedroom
Would help but i don't like violence
Seeing people get violated isn't my problem
I'll be talking to the cops tomorrow
Screaming sorrow flourished all over the outside walls
She's yelling at God for doing this to her
She jumps on the sofa
I looked through the crack of my door drinking soda
I'm not in the mood for this
I shut the doors and closed the blinds
Finding myself on my dark side
I never wanted to find a way out
I like this routine, my routine
Of being a low self-esteem teen
Youve got to know I'm feeling low
I can't go
This figure in the room came to me and said
"What did the creator say?"
I didn't know what was happening
I passed out from the threatening deafening in my mind
Battling through the wars, crying to hide my scars, far ways to the designation
I'm falling lower and lower, deeper and deeper into the pit of darkness
Fire blazes in the room
Longer it takes me to move
Higher and higher than the moon
Standing upside down,my stomach is inside out
Gravity is broken
I have a pounding headache
"What did the creator say?"

Forty yards
Fifty cars
Climbing over window shields
Jumping over dogs
People screaming oh my god!
Head start...
Heaping onto the floor
Planning out what to say
I know that you need something
I want you
Hanging over on top of you
You don't know if we are playing
Understanding what we are saying
Weirdest part
Losing my heart
Hearing your footsteps disappear
I know you need something
I want you
I cant see you
Climbing over windows shields
Jumping over dogs
People screaming oh my gosh!
Head start trying to find you
Getting bit by the dog
Cause I don't want to leave you alone
I know you need something
Jumping on top of you
We both are smiling to the end
I knew you needed something
I didn't know it was me

Eleven cargo ships pushed against the waves again
Paralyzed by a bat for hours
It was my priority to keep you safe
I lost my friend and now he's gone
But I'll be alright
I'll be alright
But I'll be alright
Be alright
But I'll be alright
Seven frames are broke on the wall
And now we know that somethings wrong
And now we won't ever speak of this again
We can't start this again
Whoever took my friend
Wasn't  a good friend of mine
I'm going crazy in the mind
I try not to fall by I just might
But I'll be alright
I'll be alright
But now you know, I'll be alright
Be alright, you know
But I'll be alright
The house torn down
So was the town
We stayed here waiting for a chance to find our friend
The time isn't over
The sun hasn't fully come down
The time is over
The sun completely crashed down
The time is over
But I'll be alright, but the time is over
I'll be alright, over and over again
But I'll be alright, but the time is over
Be alright, over and over again
But I'll be alright, the time is over,