Nellie 55

Nellie 55 Apr 9

You've touched me to avoid me, heart aches with the advantages of my body being used with no hesitation. Correct my intentions, this is a ****** situation.
Putting my persons pace in prison. Changing me with manipulation. Using my flaws as your charms. Open wide with fingers crossed I seek save haven. Some **** can't be forgiven. From a rise there once upon a fall. Guarantee whiskey shots and some fireball. The now me would go back to tell me. There's a beautiful girl waiting on my howdy. She's perfect in every way possible. The key to her is to fix myself. Correct that mental health. Do the success for me, little wins to gain that trophy. Sometime you have to stick to yourself even if it's a bit lonely.

Nellie 55 Apr 5

Waiting, hopefully goes well

If I can't convince you that I want you, no one else will. I've gone back and forth through hell countless times, I know you don't wanna be left alone still. Much rather you hurt me now and admit that you lost interest in me. Darling I don't need much convincing, just a man working hoping to capture love. Pieces fall from my chest, where I'd like your head to rest. The screams, the songs, the beats, and the sounds of blood pumping my veins. Ghosting me isn't new to me, it's just another dark place. Maybe I brought up too much heat I don't blame you for throwing yourself in the shade. I'll always be ready if you're serious.

Nellie 55 Apr 3

No title just feelings and over thinking

I remain interested if I'm not the only one putting in the effort. I began asking myself questions like...
Who is interested in now?
Is he better than me?
Am I a creepy?
What did I do to feel at defeat?
I'm as ready as I'll ever be.
A good man still standing on my feet.
Most have agreed, the wrong ones had disrespected me.
I think I'd much rather be hurt now than build walls with you.

Nellie 55 Mar 26

Venom maybe??🤔

Someone help me love again. Help me with a world that should be mine, the snakes bit me from the grass with some heavy venom that left me open. I just need some time. Stay for me as you'll ever possibly can. I'm getting bit alive. When I survive..... I'll be ready for her to mine!

Nellie 55 Mar 20

Grr

Once I've accepted for her to barking out the calls. An obsessive narcissistic *******. I've made plenty mistakes darling I'm not all that innocent. But with you I saw improvement. Put trust in your arms, squeezing the insecurities out of me. Bet your *** honey you're now past tense. Tell me how my efforts were your power and monopoly. Games over I've never played because it's easier to ignore. That should of been a sign to walk out that door. It's my house, I don't owe you anymore!

Nellie 55 Mar 20

Thinking about you

Just what I need. A comfort I wish to receive. Please invite me, that's where I'd wish to be. Hands always cold, comfort warm me. Wrap your warmth around my fingers. What a wonderful place of thinking. Dreaming!
Yes I'm dreaming of my perfect world, a amazing girl.

Nellie 55 Mar 18

Hehehehehehehhehehehe yay

I visit the pictures you posted when we matched. December 15th on a Happy Sunday. I glance and peek at that **** like I won that lottery. You're a hottie, a baddy, my Ms Beauty. Howdy ma how you deeerrrrrring? You've got my dreams swerving, hair twirling, and world spinning. When you message me I feel like I'm winning. You should see my happy dance when you compliment me. Let's bake some cookies, watch TV and go for a drive. You may wear my hoodie, sorry for the cigarette smell I've some spray. I just want to hold you all day.