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Nala Alfira May 25
into that haunted house
i'm mentally taking a tour
opening each peculiar memories
got me thinking 'what an adventure'

stepping the floor in my heels
ignoring the witches' endless screams
i want to be there again
where my little one's been hiding
to hug her
and whisper

"you're going to be okay"
when i write this, and imagining the worst case scenario, i think i'm going to be fine. and that's a transcendental moment when i overpower my trauma.

but maybe it's not because i'm strong. maybe it's because Allah has gave me privileges in my time, intellects, mental, financial, and physical strength.

and because of that privileges, we, adults, are obligated to take care of children and elders. and therefore, abusing those who are weak would be a grave sin.
Nala Alfira May 25
when i left i painted the wall
"i'll never find someone like you"
it's true
but then my Lord showed me
someone better
someone i needed

you were a burning star
holding on to you has
made my hands blistered
and he is a shining full moon
a cool light that made
the dark night less scary
Nala Alfira May 25
if i’m to get burned
just because I believe in You
then there’s no regret on it
Nala Alfira May 25
i wonder how does she feel
to be loved for embracing her pinkness
yet admired when expressing her anger

to believe that she herself can do it
to be grateful for everything

to feel safe enough to smile
and laugh away on people’s malice

to grow up with a roof above her head
to always have someone to go home to
Nala Alfira May 25
adulting is
making mistakes
and being responsible of it’s consequences
even if it wipes my good image
like rain that soaked my hair and clothes
at least I’m standing still
Nala Alfira May 25
our wedding day, i said
when problems suddenly weight multiple folds
he laughed, agreed
thanks for bearing with me through it
they say i will cry blood
that’s relative, but i surely got his warm hugs
Nala Alfira May 25
I love you, even when
you didn’t get that full marks
I love you, even when
you didn’t publish that writing
I love you, even when
you didn’t finish task for reasons
I love you, even when
you lose it all and forgotten

that’s all you want to hear
you should’ve been loved,
unconditionally
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