Kinda cold
so I snuggle in
just waiting
for the next day to begin.

It's dark outside.
sadly I'm left with open eyes
so I close them
only in hope to end the night.

Am I asleep?
I really can't tell,
my minds wondering
like a dream in a cell

It's quit,
not a sound to be heard
until that light shines
you wont hear any birds.

Blue skies
shall begin to form
and that's when my body
finally feels warm.

I'll open my eyes
to see at last
that the night has died
and the birds now pass

I was just there
laying bed,
only to be stuck
with the thoughts in my head.

I hadn't dreamed once
because I couldn't sleep.
you were on my mind
and the thoughts were too deep.

It's only a dream
that's what I have
not when you're asleep
but when you wish instead.

Seems easy to forget, yet it's so hard
why do i dare go this far?
To have something you want
but forced to let go
am I crawling my way out, or just digging a hole.
I see something now and it seems kinda bright,
but I cant see who's standing there at the end of this light.
perhaps its a hand to pull me out, or judgment demanding for me to go down.
whatever it is, I can smell the air. To feel that breeze going through my hair.
what a dream to have, I could finally be free.
to live the day where I can just be me.