the worst part of any wound
is receiving it,
don’t let anybody
lie to you,
including
yourself.

the pain is only as bad
as the knife
is sharp
and
while
you think you’re never
going to forget,
you will.

faster than you’d think
you’ll start filling your head
with new thoughts
of the new adventures
you are having
and the new stories
you are writing
every day.

so don’t let pain get to you,
if you don’t die
then you will
get better
and the pain will pass soon,
it’ll pass quicker
then you could
believe.

enjoy what you have
when you have it
and when don’t have it anymore,
take a deep breath,
close you eyes,
and really let it
go.

it’s a whole lot easier than
you ‘d think.

there is a beautiful world
just outside my window,
unattainable and smug.

Every time he kisses you,
he tastes her
On your lips.
Never once does she kiss you
And taste him
On your lips.

Time is something
that when you are young
is endless

Time you have
just begun
but i have learned

While i sit here
waiting to die
time has gotten ahead of me

It is all so easy
like the time
when first learned

It is all the same
so i sit here
trying not to cry

As time
catches up
with me.