How many times must my life fall apart
I’m lying here in shambles
One day I’ll learn, and guard my heart
This pain I cannot handle
Immutable law: everything changes
But it’s all changing so fast
I try and I try to keep turning pages
But still I’m stuck in the past
This awful book I’m trying to read
Is corrosive to my soul
If I’d shut it, then I’d be freed
I was already whole
I’ll lay my heart down in a cast
And together we will heal at last
Shakespearean sonnet adjacent.