I  should have let the dogs
Bite into your awaiting
flesh.
Strip you to nothing but bare bone
I could have let them rip you
To shreds,  
mere scraps of human nothingness
Your days were numbered.
But compassion filled my heart
And my eyes.
For some reason unknown to me
I let you walk.
Spared you of any extra pain, that you
Might have .

Neither of us, wanted to say goodbye.
Trying to be discrete.
All we do is sob and cry.
Tears roll down our swollen eyes.
Solid as concrete.
Our words isolate us from the streets.
My dear now is not the time.

Let it not be our last goodbye.

You left your heart in someone
who wasn't capable of loving you back .
Yet we all still play these ridiculous little games .

I'm going to stick my **** in this girl and see if she loves me.
but son The girl..

loves no one.
She's a ratted, and torn.
distraught and displaced
legs spread wide.
As big as the smile she has
on her face.

and darling girl..

the boy was broken .
broken right from the start .
He loves no one for the
first ***** was to blame
for his lost broken heart .

go ahead let's all **** each other dry .
Pulling the hate and the sadness
out of our souls .
emptying our hearts .
still we **** each other over .
and it's all a big game .
we play it over and over again
every single day .

i would like for you to break
the way i broke that night .

i want to see you
in pain .

I use to shine.
Knowing and acting are two very different things .
I can sit here, knowing the girl sitting next to me,
is better than I will ever be .
Sitting here asking myself why I'm not more like her .
is no life I'd like to lead .

I want to shine.
but eventually, all I can do
is take my seat, and let it take the best of me .
and just let

Her Shine,
like she ought a be .