Don't you notice how when I hug you I hesitate to let go , this is because in that exact moment everything f
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away and I am attached to you , like our emotional connection becomes visible and I do not let go because I do not want that integration to deform.

4am
Thoughts of you are dangling off the edge of my cerebrum creating anarchic drapes

Everything mystified, the colors of the atmosphere merged into one another and all I could focus on was how good you made me feel.

Bleed my name
Every single blood cell should crave my loving
Need me
[I need you to need me ]

You seem to leave scars on the inside of my flesh , they cut from the inside out , not the other way around .

You **** with the balance of chemicals in my brain

You control the pace of which my blood flows in my arteries

You possess my body without being physically present

It's like being stuck in a forest with all you need
We are in isolation
And the say isolation is the worst kind of punishment

~ I love the way you punish me ~