If you look hard enough
You can find beauty in everything

Even destruction.

The time I have spent with you is not enough , I NEED MORE OF YOU.

more instances to be embedded inside my mind alongside the most precious being .

I watched you fall into unconsciousness -

I watched chaos sink into oceans of tranquility.

I will place my lips all over your skin

I will imprint your flesh with my teeth

I will make you forget your name

AND YOU WILL BREATHE THE SYLLABLES OF MINE ...

When our lips met ,
I could not breathe
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-
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It was like being suffocated by bliss

There is always a reason to why we feel a certain way.
Sometimes we do not express it because we are afraid to meet it face to face, we are scared of confronting the mere thing that makes us weak.

Other times,
We do not because we get too comfortable in our sadness, we become too familiar playing the victim

But regardless of what we choose it eats us up like how a leech nibbles on flesh and without expression your heart can never recover .

I love you
Even if I'm not supposed to

I need you
Even if I convince myself that I don't

I want you
I know you will never be mine [ again ]

And ... I crave you
Even though you're a breathing sin.