you keep asking why I didn’t
hit you up, call you back
left you on read

like what was i thinking?
don’t i love you?
i was focused on the what ifs instead

like what if this is pointless
and we fight for nothing
are we loving only to lose?

i’m just not sure what i want
i am not doing this
just to hurt you

why do I need to go away?
you’re everything that is good
yin and yang
night and day
there is bad in the good babe
you were worst promise I ever made
but definitely my best mistake
why do I always choose
the ones that cause the most pain?

there are
some mothers
who will warn you

to never ever
(ever ever)
touch the stove,

but there are
some mothers who
will drag you right to it

kicking & screaming,
laughing
as they

watch the flames
lick at your fingertips.

                       -WHEN YOU'RE TAUGHT TO SEE THE WORLD
                          THROUGH FIRE, NOTHING LOOKS SAFE.

i can't apologize
for loving you
but i can walk away

too bad i'm selfish
and i need you so badly
that its driving me insane

forgive me for staying
i know it doesn't make you happy
seeing me cause myself pain

i hope you know that i know
it's not your fault
i'm the only one to blame

Dear world,
The way you look at me,
as if I was worthless.
You call me a mess.
You didn't even give my a chance,
to express,
myself.

But it's not over yet,
I will fight, I will try to impress,
you ...
... and myself, but I have to confess,
I think it's too late,
I killed myself.

The princess
locked herself away
in the highest tower,
hoping a knight
in shining armor
would come to her
rescue.


                    - I DIDN'T REALIZE I COULD BE MY OWN KNIGHT